WOWWWWZAAA!!! What a weekend. The retreat was so much better than what I expected. It was a really big eye opener in terms of who I am, my behaviours and the world around me. I have come back so much clearer and like I have a complete clear direction of where I’m heading. I have also come back actually feeling so proud of who I am which is huge. I have not felt proud of myself pretty much ever. I have always known I was a good person and always tried my best but it has always ended there.
Poor Edi-Rae was so sick while I was away. Her eye swelled up so she is on antibiotics for a soft tissue infection. She also has a cough and runny nose and under her nose is so red from it being wiped. I felt sick seeing her knowing I wasn’t there to help. She definitely perked up when she saw me so I’m hoping having a full heart of mumma cuddles will help her get better. Paddy was so fine without me because he had Nick, grandpa and Nanna there to play with so I feel like he was even like damnit when I walked through the door hahaha. Now please excuse me while I try and sort this house situation out! Everyone here has tried their best to keep the house sorted but I can see I have a lot of work to do.