What the hell is happening. I have woken up with the sorest neck, the pain is so bad and I can hardly move. It’s 5am, Edi-Rae was awake but seems to have layed back down, Paddy is on our bed with Nick. Thank god I’m alone right now because I am crying from the pain it’s so intense. I got on the floor with the foam roller and tried to relieve it but even getting to a lay down position was agonising. I pushed through and rolled for a little bit then decided I needed Panadol and nurofen. I sat on the couch not moving at all and waited for it to kick in. Thank god the painkillers kicked in eventually and I was able to roll it out more on the wall with a ball.
Edi-Rae was quite sooky this morning which isn’t like her so I put her on the toilet and as soon as she sat down she had a diarrhoea explosion 
. Noooooo!!! What is going on?! We are going for lunch today so now I have massive anxiety about going to lunch. The vomiting on Friday, being fine on Saturday and now diarrhoea today. Like, I don’t get it?! I feel like I’m constantly having to play the whats wrong with my child guessing game and then try and make decisions like okay do we leave the house? Do we stay home? And I find it really hard.
She seemed okay after the explosion and went back to happily roaming around the house so we decided to still go to lunch so I started on my getting ready process. I locked myself in the room and did a full skincare routine before I put on makeup and enjoyed every single second of it. Skincare and makeup makes me so happy. I just love it. And I need to keep remembering that I also DESERVE it.
We went to lunch which was a bit hard with the kids because it wasn’t a very kid friendly place and both had very short naps in the car when the nap would have usually been longer. I managed to eat a few mouthfuls before I completely gave up. My bestie told Nick that I won’t be going home with him because I’m going out with her so he could take her husband instead which I think he was very happy with. My bestie and I ended up at some house party with all these fit gym people who competed in the Turf Games. I was very apprehensive about going there because I’m not a fit gym person but they were all really nice.
I ended up going home because I wanted to watch the NRL Grand Final. The boys were partying harder than what we were when I got home so they encouraged me to join the fun. We ended up having a bit too much fun and went to bed at midnight. Let’s hope the kids sleep through.