THEY SLEPT THROUGH. PRAIIIIIISE THE LORD. I was one sleepless night off a mental breakdown so I am very grateful. Edi-Rae even slept in until 5am which has been rare lately. Never in my whole entire life did I think I would write 5am and sleep in in the one sentence. Edi-Rae isn’t sick, but she has has this really wet cough for WEEEEEKS now. It seems worse in the mornings and I noticed it again today. We went to the doctor and he said there was fluid behind her ears so she went on antibiotics but the cough is still there so I have booked her in for tomorrow to get it looked at and I thought I should get the doctor to look at my throat again for a second opinion. This is a new doctor and she has a wholistic approach too which I really like.
It’s a daycare day today for both babies so we spent the morning slowly getting ready with the help of the TV and off we went. Paddy loves day-care now, he gets so excited to see his friends. He is such a kind little boy with his friends, it makes me so proud watching him play. Edi-Rae has only been to daycare a bit over a month now (just the one day a week) so she still gets sad on drop offs but is fine when I leave. Her teacher is lovely and also had Paddy when he was 1 too. His teacher was saying she can’t believe how different Paddy and Edi-Rae are. She said Edi-Rae loves playing with the kids heaps and independently goes to play, where as Paddy was always wanting to be with an adult and took a very very long time to warm to any of the children and needed a lot of the teachers guidance and help. This makes so much sense because as a baby he needed SO much attention from me, where as Edi-Rae has been so independent. Far out, thank god Paddy was born first because if he was born second after I had such an easy baby like Edi-Rae I would have been in absolute shock.
Amongst all of the work and housework I had to do today, I had my drum lesson. Far out I just LOVE IT. I have finished the song I have been learning and the teacher wants me to perform at the end of year concert. He said I would nail it hahahaha. I don’t know what to do. I’m imagining myself coming out with my sticks and performing for everyones family and I am dyyyying laughing thinking about it 
. Of course all my friends are like DO IT!!! Maybe I should…
I called the ENT today to make sure I was on the cancellation list and they let me know that an appointment was available for Tuesday- HALLELUJAH!! I almost cried on the phone I was so happy. I’m really hoping I can get some help on how to fix this. And as for now, it’s very late so I’m going to try and get some sleep so I can function tomorrow. Sending out positive vibes to the sleep gods 