Was woken at 5am from Edi-Rae screaming, she was soooo upset. She doesn’t wake up this upset often so it was a bit concerning. I’m really hoping she isn’t coming down with something. I know I’ve said it before but the idea of the kids being sick stresses me out so much. Ever since Edi-Rae was in ICU at 8 weeks old I get really anxious about viruses and the possibility of them. I think it’s something I need to speak to my therapist about because my mind always goes there with any mention of sickness so I think it’s something I need to chat more about. We had our friends baby bbq today. Nick said he was too busy to come so I took the kids myself. We had a nice time playing then it was getting close to Paddy’s bed time so we had to leave.
I went home via Maccas because the kids were starving and screaming in the car. The nuggets and chips certainly did quiet the car down. I also got myself a chicken & cheese burger on a steamed bun which went down an absolute treat. I reckon I would have put on a couple of KGs after all of the eating and drinking I have done over the last 3 days. I have not stopped. Maybe there will be a silver lining with getting my tonsils out and lose a few KG’s 
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I’m still getting this weird pain under my rib, it’s like a constant stitch and it’s still freaking me out!! Nick and I were chatting on the couch today because we were both so sore from different things. I said to him I swear we both have a new injury or illness every day, is this normal? Literally Nick will move his head fast and do his neck for weeks and I’ll go shopping and get shin splints. I thought we weren’t old people but maybe we are. Why don’t I feel old mentally though? We had a beautiful spontaneous arvo with some friends at the beach and had a nice picnic dinner on the grass. The kids had a ball and it made the afternoon go nice & quick which is a plus for us because we were both so tired. Fingers crossed we all sleep well tonight in our own beds for a great start to the week tomorrow!