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Day 50
I didn’t write last night because I was up doing work until late. I got to bed at 10pm then Paddy woke up and he ended up in our bed. Probably a blessing because I was so tired. The last couple of days have been a really big struggle for me. I am feeling so overwhelmed at the moment. My brain isn’t focusing, I have a whole list of things that I have been unable to achieve. When I do get a minute to do something on my list I’m so flustered and can’t even decide where to start. I could have sworn yesterday and today I was going to burst in to tears and have a breakdown but I actually didn’t which was weird because I usually love a breakdown and I’m definitely due for one. I think I’m feeling the pressure with juggling work, the household duties and being a mum and so anxious about getting my tonsils out next week and not being able to do anything that I need to do. I’m going to work really hard over the weekend and hopefully tie up every loose ends so I can rest during the recovery period. I hope they give me good painkillers and I can just sleep. Nicks decided to go away this weekend which will be nice for him, and perfect timing because he is about to become the default parent for a couple of weeks so I hope he gets some rest .
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Praying for your surgery that all goes well and for fast healing xxx