. Nick gets home tomorrow. I miss him but I also really like having everything to myself here so his return is bitter sweet. I remember people telling me that after kids I would love when Nick goes away and I never thought I would. But they were completely right.
Day 53
Feeling so much better today. I was 100% focused on the kids so just completely forgot about work and my anxiety went down. The kids and I had such a nice day. I love being completely present with them and not thinking about anything else. The day of course had tough moments but the good moments completely outweigh the bad and always remind me how lucky I am to have two perfect little babies. I am so proud of them. They are incredible little people. My sister came over for an hour so I could go to the drum studio and record the song I’ve been learning. It was such a good experience! I’m so proud of myself for starting drums and sticking to it every week. It’s been 3 months and I have managed to learn a whole song. I still find me playing drums absolutely hilarious because I look like such a basic mum when I play so I’m hoping that in this video I look a bit cooler . Nick gets home tomorrow. I miss him but I also really like having everything to myself here so his return is bitter sweet. I remember people telling me that after kids I would love when Nick goes away and I never thought I would. But they were completely right.
. Nick gets home tomorrow. I miss him but I also really like having everything to myself here so his return is bitter sweet. I remember people telling me that after kids I would love when Nick goes away and I never thought I would. But they were completely right.