Abby our absolute life saver came today to look after the kids. I was able to really take it easy. I love the days Abby is with us. The kids are so happy and I am at such ease. We are truly blessed having her in our lives. I feel like she does a better job with my kids and house than I do 
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The kids went to bounce in the morning with her. I spent that time on the toilet constipated trying to push out a rock hard shit. Can confirm I did not shit so I’m going to pop some coloxyl tonight and hope for the best after my morning coffee tomorrow morning. I feel like I started to go down hill a bit today in terms of how I’m feeling. I think I’m definitely in the worst part of the recovery. I think also being on pain killers for so long, not moving by body and having whatever cold the kids have isn’t helping this unwell feeling I have. I’m really missing being active! The relaxing has been so beneficial though so I’m very grateful for all of this time I have had to rest. What is funny about this though… literally everyone who I have spoken to said they lost weight from not being able to eat. I have eaten so much and have put weight on Hahahahahaha of course. I knew I would. I could honestly eat through anything, it’s a great skill of mine.