Day 61
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Woke up feeling so down this morning. The news yesterday really rocked me. I think as well not moving and eating well has caught up on me so I’m just feeling a bit low. The kids are at daycare so I’m just trying to do bare minimum here and take it as easy as I can. I really needed them at daycare today because I still need to try and rest as I’m still in some pain but I’m sitting here missing them and wanting them home. I actually cried all day thinking about them. I kept refreshing the daycare app to see if the photos of their day were up yet, and then when I saw the photos and how cute they are I cried again. Nick got home and I cried to him about how much I missed the kids. So he suggested we get them early together. So we went to get them together. When I saw them both I cried again as I hugged them. I then cried again in the car on the way home because paddy was being so kind and sweet with his conversations about his day. Then at home when we were playing I cried again. Then I cried in bed about how much I love them and how I wish they could both sleep in the bed with us. And now I’m crying again. I think i need to go to bed.