I don’t think I’ve ever been fucked as hard as what today has fucked me. Jesus. I reckon I was woken up every hour from 9:30 last night and then both children decided that 5am was an appropriate time to wake up and start the day. Little did they both realise that it wasn’t an appropriate time to start the day and they needed more sleep so they weren’t grumpy AF.
Both children then went on to have tiny day sleeps so you can imagine the situation we were facing by 4pm. So the exhaustion was so real as you could imagine. However I did have a few wins. One was getting a massage. It was a good massage too. Then when I was on my way home (via baby bunting of course) Nick called me and asked if I wanted to have lunch. Very out of character for him to want to have lunch with me on a Friday… Maybe the golf courses were closed, who knows. Maybe he is just trying to rekindle the flame that’s been out since Edi-Rae was born? Maybe he wants a divorce? I ended up meeting him for sushi and i asked him "Whats going on... this is weird. Is this a divorce lunch?" and he laughed and said of course not and that he just wanted to have lunch with me which was really cute. It was so nice to eat with him, just the two of us. Even though we live together, I miss him so much sometimes.