I woke up already so over the day. I’ve been in such a bad headspace lately. I feel really overwhelmed, heightened and foggy. And Just all round pissed off. When I woke up I had an idea to take the kids to Dreamworld which shows just how overwhelmed I am because there is no way I could have accomplished even packing a bag with the way my brain is operating now.
I really need to start exercising again because that definitely helps me so much mentally. I actually had a Pilates class booked in for 6:30 but I was feeling so exhausted, even the thought of talking to another human was scary. So I decided to not go and I booked myself a sauna instead. It was perfect. It was quiet. I didn’t have to converse with anyone. I had a good sweat. I listened to a great podcast. And I had a shower after in peace. I needed that quiet time so bad. When I got home Paddy was still awake so I took him to see some Christmas lights and it made my day. I love having one on one time with him, he is such an amazing little kid. He isn’t amazing with sleeping at the moment though so fingers crossed he has a good one tonight.