Another night of sharing the bed with Paddy and Nick and I’m so over it. I have been begging Nick to help me move the queen bed in to paddy’s room but he keeps saying not today. Really pisses me off. It’s been like 2 weeks of this not today crap. I generally try to do everything myself around here without asking for help because I’m not a “not today” person. I’m a “right now” person. But sometimes like in this case things are too heavy for me and I actually do need the help which pisses me off because I have to wait for him and I’m usually waiting for a very very long time. I bet if I asked him to play golf he could make that happen in a heartbeat though right 
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On a more positive note, tonight we are going to the foo fighters concert and I am so excited. Nick got home at around 2 so I was able to lay down and get a 20 min rest before getting ready. It’s so funny because pre kids I would have known what I was wearing to a concert so far in advance but here I am spending crucial getting ready time on napping and having no idea what is even in my wardrobe. How times have changed. Nicks mum is having the kids so my fingers are crossed they are okay for her. Edi-Rae’s breathing isn’t amazing at the moment so I’m so worried about leaving her incase she is sad without me here because she has been needing extra cuddles lately and her asthma puffer too. I know she will be okay but I will feel so bad for nicks mum if she is unsettled. Okay I think I need to go have a glass of wine and stop thinking now.