Day 74

I woke up in the spare room today after being booted out of the bed by Paddy. I thought, enough is enough. I’m getting the queen bed from the spare room in to his room even if it kills me, because I’m practically dead inside anyway at this point. The kids both have daycare today but Edi-Rae was awake super early so I put her down for a nap at 7:30 and Paddy and I got started on disassembling the furniture. Got about half way done and then had to wake Edi-Rae up as it was time for daycare. Her wheeze is gone thank god. Drop offs for both were good which is amazing because both of them in tears actually kills my soul. I then went to get my nails done (glitter for xmas), went to Self Styler to pick up some cute outfits for Fiji and then to the shops to get everything I needed to finish todays task. Of course I have content to film as well but that is going to have to be done tomorrow because my sleep is currently in crisis. When I arrived home $300 later after my Adairs adventure, Nick was home and was like WHAT ARE YOU DOING!? And I was like, you know exactly what. He called me a mad person and said he said he would help me. I’m just like yeah babe you did say that… but it was always “tomorrow” or “next week” and it just never happened so I have had to take control of the situation. It’s actually so funny because he calls me a control freak but its like, if I don’t take some kind of control and make decisions/get shit done, this place and our lives would be absolute  chaos. I finished the bedroom all by myself and it looked amazing. Paddy was soooooo excited to see his new room and batman bedsheets! I may have injured my back while trying to move a mattress that I think weighs about 40kg by myself but seeing his face light up and seeing Nick realise my capabilities made it all worth it. I hope this helps his sleep.