Day 87
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Today was a massive head fuck. I was not going to write about the first half but I decided I should so you know that even I do stupid shit I shouldn’t. I’m a human, and humans fuck up- and today I did. I need to recap a few days ago first. Going back to the other day when I saw my friend, she was recently diagnosed with ADHD and prescribed Ritalin. She said how it's changed her life and she can focus so much better and pretty much her brain is so much calmer. I remembered a few people with ADHD I know have said that if you have ADHD that ADHD meds will help you to concentrate and clear the head, but then if you don’t it would do the opposite. I can safely say right now I do NOT have ADHD. I felt like I had had 60 coffees and my brain was all over the place. It was the worst thing I have ever felt. I couldn’t concentrate even more than normal, and my anxiety went through the roof. I felt so bad I had to leave the house and go for a long walk. By the time I got back I felt so much better but holy crap it freaked me out. The day calmed down and I got a few things from my to do list done before I got in the car to go and see my sister. On my way there I got a call from QLD health and was like what the fuck. They said they got the results for my poo sample and asked if the doctor had called. I said no and she said “well I’m sorry I am the one to tell you your results”. Straight away I’m like oh my god, what have they found and thought I was dying. She proceeded to tell me I have a parasite called crypto and this is why I have been so sick. WHAT THE FUCK! No wonder Edi-Rae was so unwell, the poor little baby had a parasite! So glad we finally know what was going on so I can book in with a naturopath and get our guts right again. What a fucking nightmare.
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NGL I’ve also wanted to try Ritalin just to “check” if I have ADHD, can’t believe you actually did it though! You’re so funny Tara you need your own show