Day 93
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I’m sitting here trying to remember how the day started and I likely have blanked out. Oh yes I remember… So, Edi-Rae was up every hour last night I think due to her cough. I didn’t have to go in at all but it still woke me up quite a lot so I’m feeling really tired this morning. She seemed SO much happier waking up today thank god because yesterday scarred me. We have Abby coming today to look after the kids so I can get some work done and also get a massage which I’m really excited for. I’m trying to pre book in some down time for myself as I don’t get any at home. I know that the more I do for myself in the day, the later I need to stay up and catch up on everything else but I kind of like staying up a bit after everyone has gone to bed as I feel like my brain is in a calm state as all he stuff in terms of the house and kids is done. The kids love abby, their little faces light up when she walks in which makes me so happy and allows me to get straight in to my to do list feeling good- unlike daycare drop off when I come home balling my eyes out and can’t focus on anything due to being upset. I got so much done today! I got heaps of reels made, had a meeting, filmed content, did emails, found a bday dress and shoes and then got a kahuna massage and had a sauna. The Kahuna massage was so amazing. It was such a spiritual massage and I really switched off from any of my exterior stresses. My body felt relaxed. Taking this time was a huge reminder of how important it is to prioritise things like this. If I don’t prioritise my mental and physical health then I will burn out again and no-one here will be happy.